When my mother decided I was a burden, I was ten. She had a new family and I didn’t fit the picture. So she removed me and gave me away like I was nothing to raise her “perfect son.” My grandma took me in and raised me.
I hadn’t seen my mother in years. Not since she decided my brother was worth raising… but I wasn’t.
My mother, Pamela, stood under an umbrella with her perfect family — her husband Charlie and their son Jason… my replacement and the “golden” child worthy of her love.
She didn’t cry.
“I don’t know how to do this without you, Grandma,” I muttered to the grave.
I was born from a brief affair and I was an inconvenience my mother never wanted. When I was ten, she married my stepfather Charlie and gave birth to their “perfect son” Jason.I still remember the day she told me I wouldn’t be living with them anymore.
“Rebecca, come here,” she said where she sat with Grandma Brooke.
“Yes, Mom?” I asked.
“You’re going to live with Grandma now.”
“Like… for the weekend?”
“No,” she said. “Permanently. Grandma’s going to look after you from now on.”
“But why? Did I do something wrong?”
“Don’t make this harder than it has to be,” my mother said. “I have a real family now. You’re just… in the way.”
“Enough, Pamela! She’s a child, for God’s sake. Your child.”
My mother shouted. “A mistake I’ve paid for long enough. Either you take her, or I’ll find someone who will.”
“Pack your things, sweetheart,” Grandma said.
Still, the trauma of my mother’s rejection festered.
“Why doesn’t she want me?” I asked.
Her hands paused. “Oh, Becca. Some people don’t able to the love they should give. It’s not your fault, honey. Never think it’s your fault.”
“But she loves Jason.”
“Your mother is broken in ways I couldn’t fix. I tried, God knows I tried. But she’s always run from her mistakes instead of dealing with them.”
“So I’m a mistake?”
“No, honey. You are a gift. The best thing that ever occured to me. Your mother just can’t see past her own selfishness to recognize what she’s throwing away.”
“Will you ever leave me too, Grandma?” I muttered.
“Never,” she said. “As long as there’s breath in my body, you will always have a home with me.”
“Promise?”
“I promise.”
When I was 11, Grandma insisted we visit for a “family dinner.” She thought it was crucial to keep some connection, however tenuous. Deep down, I hoped my mother realized what she’d thrown away and welcome me back with open arms.
She barely grasped at me.
“Hey, Mom,” I said.
She frowned. “Oh! You’re here.”
I had spent hours on it, carefully folding the paper, writing “I Love You, Mom” in my neatest handwriting on the front.
Inside, I had drawn a picture of our family — me, my mother, my stepfather, my baby brother, and my grandmother. Because that’s how I wanted us to be… a real, happy family.
I said. “I made this for you.”
She barely glanced at it before passing it to my brother. “Here, honey. Something for you.”
I froze. That gift wasn’t for him.
“I-I got that for you.”
“Oh, what would I need it for? I have everything I want.”
Everything. Except me.
“Dinner’s ready,” Charlie said.
“Come on,” my mother said.
That was the last time I ever wanted to see my mother.
Years passed. I grew up, became a successful woman, and built a life of my own.
Grandma was my world. She never missed a graduation, a birthday, or a milestone. She made sure I knew I belonged.
But time is ruthless. My grandmother, my true parent, grew older too.
Three months later, she was gone. A str0ke in her sleep. “Peaceful and a blessing, really,” the doctor said.
I was 32 when I buried her. My mother arrived with her family, but I never really saw any regret in her eyes.
The house felt empty without Grandma. God, I missed her so much.
There was a knock on my door just a few days after the funeral. When I opened it, I froze.
It was my mother.
She looked older, gray threading through her dark hair. But her eyes were the same — distant and calculating.
“Please,” she muttered. “I just need to talk to you.”
I crossed my arms. “Talk.”
She expeled, looking down before meeting my gaze. “Your brother knows about you.”
My breath attached. “What do you mean?”
“Before she passed, your grandmother sent him a message. And told him everything.”
“He was too young to remember you, Rebecca. And I… I didn’t let your grandmother talk about you to him. I told her if she did, she’d never see him again.”