I TOOK THE TRAIN TO CLEAR MY HEAD—AND SAT ACROSS FROM A DOG WHO KNEW TOO MUCH I wasn’t supposed to be on that train.
I’d booked the trip last minute, after a night of crying in my car outside my ex’s apartment.
I’d promised myself I wouldn’t go back to him again—but I almost did.
So I packed a bag, grabbed the first ticket out of town, and told myself I just needed air.
A change of scenery. Something other than the swirl of regret and second-guessing.
And then I saw the dog. A golden retriever, sitting straight up like he belonged there more than I did.
One paw on the table, tail draped elegantly over the seat like this was his usual commute.
His owner looked relaxed, sipping coffee and chatting softly to the woman across the aisle.
But the dog—he looked at me. I mean really looked. Head tilt, ears perked, eyes locked on mine.
I couldn’t help but smile. “He’s very social,” the guy said, like that explained it. I nodded, but I kept staring.
There was something weirdly comforting about the way the dog held eye contact.
Like he knew I was hanging on by a thread.
Like he’d seen a hundred women in my exact state—heart cracked open, pretending they were just going somewhere casual.
And then he did it. He stood up, padded over, and rested his chin on my leg. I froze.
His person looked startled, like this wasn’t normal behavior.
But the dog didn’t care. He just looked up at me like, Yeah, I know. It’s okay. I don’t know what came over me, but I started talking—to the dog. Quietly. I told him everything I hadn’t told anyone else.
The cheating. The guilt. The shame of not leaving sooner.
And when we pulled into the station, his owner asked me something that caught me completely off guard.
“Would you like to walk with us for a bit?” he said, gently clipping the leash back on the golden retriever’s collar.
I hesitated. I had nowhere to be, really. I hadn’t even booked a return ticket. The station was buzzing with commuters and tourists, all heading toward something—jobs, families, routines. I had none of that. Just a backpack and a storm inside me I didn’t know how to calm.
“Okay,” I said.
We stepped outside into the cool morning light. The dog walked beside me like we’d done this every day of our lives. His name, I learned, was Henry. He was a therapy dog in training, but his owner admitted, “He kind of just does his own thing. Picks people. You’re his first pick in weeks.”
We strolled through a small park not far from the station. I told Henry’s owner about my life in pieces—how I’d lost myself in a relationship that made me feel small, how I’d convinced myself that crumbs of affection were love, and how I’d almost gone back… again.
He listened, quietly, with the kind of stillness that only someone who’s been through their own version of heartbreak can offer. “Funny,” he said after a while, “I took this train a year ago for the same reason. Henry wasn’t mine yet. I met him that day. He did the same thing—came right up to me like he’d known me forever. Sat next to me like he was holding space.”
I looked down at Henry, who now rested between us, tongue lolling slightly, eyes half-closed, like he already knew how this story went.
“He’s got good instincts,” I said softly.
We sat on a bench for a while, and I felt the tightness in my chest loosen, just a little. Not gone. But breathable.
Eventually, the man stood. “We’re walking toward the lake,” he said. “You’re welcome to join, or not. No pressure.”
I stood too. I looked down at Henry, who gave a small, encouraging wag of his tail. And I realized something: maybe I hadn’t needed to run away. Maybe I just needed to be seen. By someone. By something. Even if it was a dog on a train.